I have built myself from the inside out - yes, in that order - over the last twenty years. I have built my mind. I have built my body. I have built my heart. I have built my relationship with my man.
All of it to get closer to who I really am. What my soul truly represents. To get closer to God. To live my best life. To be a messenger for something much greater than myself.
It has been a very long journey. Twenty years is a long time to consciously insist on walking a different path than the one we have been told is the right one.
It has not always been easy. It has actually been up and down. One step back. One step forward. I have failed. I have cried. Fought. Won. Celebrated. And then started over again.
And then finally. Finally when I surrendered fully. Not halfway. But fully to HIM… everything started falling into place. The puzzle came together. Everything I was frustrated about not being able to figure out or cried over before, became crystal clear.
My body aligned more and more. Because I aligned more and more. Let who I really am and what I am here to represent shine through more and more.
That is why I stand here today doing what I do. And even though masses of people daily try to take me down. Spread rumors about me. Threaten me. Call me this and that. Know this: what has been built over twenty years, and what stands behind me and uses me as a messenger, cannot be shaken.
There is nothing, as in nothing, that can throw me off. Nothing that can stop me or dim my light. Because I am surrendered to something greater than myself.
The strength my body represents is not separate from the strength my soul represents. They are the same thing. One is only strong because the other is. A body built with intention carries a soul built with intention. And a soul surrendered to God has no limits for what it can carry, build and endure.
This is not only me. It has never been me alone. It is Him who lives in me and who I have chosen to let reign, not just in my heart, but in everything I am and do and represent.
That is what you see when you see me.
If this can inspire anyone to embark on the same journey, to stand as strong and untouchable as possible, I will gladly step forward as a representative of that.
Because if there is anything the world needs right now, it is people who are strong from the inside out, rising as those who once stood at the front to preserve what our ancestors did before us and fought for us to keep.
You may not be able to see it clearly yet. What is coming. But then trust those you can see and hear, who can. Those who have spent time seeking truth, gaining insight, and reading the patterns that have held up as time has passed.
Because in the near future it will become clearer and clearer what is happening. And on that day, it is a good idea not to be caught off guard because you were asleep when it mattered.❤️🔥🪽✝️